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I’m late! I’m late!

Okay, so I realize I was going to have part III up like a week ago, but… well… it’s been hard getting my motivation up after the last incident. I’ll get to that tonight, hopefully.

Anyone who knows me knows I’m well above shameless self-promotion, so I’m not going to mention that the Hillsboro Argus did an article on the “>Amber Glen Marketplace shopping center. It’s a great “>article that I think you all would enjoy. So, read it here! Maybe you’ll see someone you know… :P

~Andrew =)

  

…and there’s one reason to use Microsoft Word…

Okay, well, I was nearly finished with part III (the FINAL part) of my Two-turned-three part series, then something tragic happened… I popped in my Hawk Neelson CD.

Now this isn’t tragic because it was Hawk Nelson. I lvoe Hawk Nelson. Great punk music for summer driving. However, Hawk Nelson is a Tooth and Nail record. Tooth andNail’s CDs all go right to the website, or, should you have a browser window open, it will redirect the one you have open. Once redirected, it clears any forms you’d filled out. Including, for instance, a blog entry form. At this point, it’s close to midnight. I’m finishing tomorrow night. :P

  

Coming Soon… Part III

Well… I realize last night I said I was limiting myself to two parts, but two things…

a) I was half asleep when I finished that, so I didn’t think things through properly

and

b) I left a large part of what I was intending to write out in my half-sleeping stupor.

Sooo… Part III coming tonight.

Also… Winner for the contest, by sheer lack of entries (and the fact that she had a better sentence written using Sinatra songs than me), is Rosie. Congratulations on your coveted No-Prize. =)

  

Questions, Part II…

Well, after an eventful day at work almost cracking my skull open on a cube display (and not entirely convinced that I don’t have a concussion), I’m back to complete the second part of my series of soap-box lectures.

Today I’d like to start off by recalling a story from my days back at Washington Square. The following story actually prompted me to begin to write a book about the subject, but it never got past the introduction. It seems appropriate to bring back that story given my subject.

It was my lunch break, I’d meandered up to the food court at the mall, gotten something that clearly wasn’t healthy for me, and in a rare occurance, actually ate it in the food court. The problem I have with the food court is mostly accouting for the fact that it’s impossible to think with that much noise around you, and I typically wind up next to some loudmouth talking to his buddy about the gnarly foot fungus he just got over and, before long, I’ve wasted five bucks on food I can’t eat. But, I happened to take the chance, and, as usual… Ended up next to someone whose voice carried over the noise. Two people, actuallly, both women.

While I wasn’t exactly trying to listen into their conversation, I sort of got stuck listening in anyway as a result of the close proximity and the volume at which they spoke. They seemed to be discussing a mutual friend who was making some poor choices. The snippet of the conversation that sparked me to begin what became an otherwise doomed book attempt was as follows.

“He says he’s a Christian.”
“Well of course he’s a Christian! As long as she’s wetting his wiener, they’re all christians!”

Thankfully, I was almost done with lunch at this point, as I made quite the scene nearly choking on the terriyaki chicken in my mouth at the time. That part of the conversation just sort of stuck with me the rest of the day, however, which sent me into my short-lived writing spree. As hard as I tried to comprehend it, I just couldn’t make sense of someone using “It’s okay, I’m a Christian!” as an excuse to get laid.

An interesting illustration my pastor used involved the healing miracles of Jesus, and Jesus would take those he healed by the hand. He pointed out several things in regard to this, probably the most interesting being that when he lifted them up, he lifted them up so that they would be healed, yes, but he also lifted them up to send them off in a different direction from before. The man healed at the pool in John, Jesus even said, “Arise, take up your bed and walk.” was also told “Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.” (John 5:14 KJV)

This all coincides with a Bible study I’ve been doing with Michael on “The Miracle of Life Change” by Chip Ingram. It’s an incredibly interesting series on basically the exact subject that I started with, people accepting Christ’s free gift of salvation, but otherwise living a completely unchanged life.

Before I start, I will start with a disclaimer: I am, in no way, shape, or form, trying to say that one could lose their salvation for not living a changed life. I am, however, pointing out that by not allowing Christ to change our lives, we don’t look any different to the world than the rest of the world. We’re just more of the same, basically adding fuel to the fire of skeptics who say “All Christians are hypocrites”.

I’m also not saying, in any way, shape, or form, that I’ve never been a hypocrite; The fact is, I’m as guilty as anyone else at times. As my pastor always says, “This church isn’t a gathering of saints, it’s a hospital for sinners.” I don’t consider myself any holier than the next person, and I’m not judging anyone else’s actions. Take my words at whatever God impresses on your heart.

Part of what irritated me about the vast majority of my class (and, in hindsight, my own personal actions) was that they took God’s grace lightly. instead of taking it at what it was meant to be, God’s forgiving us for the fact that we are, in fact, sinners, and we do, in fact, screw up, they took it for carte blanche to do basically anything they wanted with the mindset, “Oh, God will forgive me for this.” and didn’t bother to make an effort to change. I don’t understand people’s thinking on this, maybe it is just that they think that Grace was carte blanche to do whatever we feel like, maybe it’s more they wanted God to bless them with more grace. The fact is, the Apostle Paul ran into the same thing in the book of Romans. In chapter 6 he wrote:

What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death? Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life. Rom. 6:1-4, KJV

The part that stands out for me is in verse four, where Paul writes that “even so we also should walk in newness of life.” Notice he said newness. Not the old life, but a compeltely new one. It’s as if God actually expects us to change. I’ve noticed in my experience with churches (Since the age of about 5, I’ve been in several) that there aren’t a lot of churches that are willing to go so far as to preach that. I’ve been in churches that painted the picture that if you’re saved, that life is going to be all wine and roses, you’ll never be in a difficult position, life will be just swell. The fact is, if you look at the life of Paul, he was constantly sick, frequently imprisoned, and eventually put to death for his beliefs. Not exactly the rosy picture one might be led to believe.

One truly convicting statement that I heard was, oddly enough, in a rap I heard at an open mic night at New Hope Community church in Clackamas. I don’t know the guy’s name, but the idea came up again at Bible study last week, so I’ve felt the need to share it with others. The basic premise of the song was “If you were put on trial for being a Christian, would there be enough evidence to convict you, or would you get off scott free?” That hit me hard, because there are been times when I’m not so sure I would’ve been convicted, and if I profess to be a Christian, I should have been.

It’s getting late again, I need to rise early tomorrow (and that’s assuming I don’t have a concussion and manage to put myself into a coma tonight… I guess be in prayer about that. :P). I’m half tempted to turn this into a three part series, but the fact is if I don’t cut myself off soon, this blog might very well end up to be me constantly on the soap box, and that’s something I try to limit myself to once every couple of months. For now, my thoughts are out on the table, take them at what you will.

Good night, god bless, and I hope I wake up tomorrow!
(I guess if I don’t… See you on the flip side. :))

~Andrew =)

  

Questions… Part I

I’ll start off today’s post by pointing out that I’ve added two new links to my blogroll. That brings my grand total up to… well. two. :P Secondly, today’s the first of a two part blog that I’ve been wanting to write for a couple of weeks now, but with the server being down and myself being busy beyond all reason, I hadn’t had time to do anything with it. It’s probably going to involve me getting up on the ol’ soap box and preaching a bit, but as rarely as I ever really do that, I’m sure you, good reader, can handle it. :)

A couple weeks ago while at work, my good friend Jim Slagle brought up an interesting question that I’d never really given a lot of thought to: In my 20-some years as a Christian, having been raised in a Christian home, had I ever really questioned whether or not my faith was really true? Jim and I come from two different backgrounds, where I was raised in Christianity, Jim became a Christian in his mid-20s, explaining that he’d been trying to refute Christianity to put his consience at ease but instead he wound up proving it to himself by accident.

Well, to be honest, I’d never given it much thought, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I did have one period where I strongly questioned myself on it. In one of the ultimate ironies, it was actually during my 4 years of Christian high school.

Anyone who knows anything about my high school experience knows that my senior class in particular was more than likely one of the most screwed up in the school’s history. In the 20-some years of Westside Christian High School’s history, I don’t think any other graduating class had one student shoot another the afternoon before graduation. If something crazy happened at that school, the chances are it happened to someone in my senior class.

How I came to the point I’d reached in high school was simple. In spite of being a Christian (supposedly) all of my life, I sort of adopted a holier-than-thou attitude over a few of my classmates. To be honest, for as many Christians as claimed to be in my class, there weren’t that many that seemed to practice what they preached. I can think of only a handful of the 65 who I would considered to be true to what they believed. The rest all seemed to be hypocrites in my eyes, and I must admit, part of me wondered if God existed, why on earth was he letting those people who professed to be Christians yet their words didn’t match up to their actions still breathe? Arrogant of me, I know, but I’d kind of reached a point like C.S. Lewis had after the death of his wife.

Not that I am (I think) in danger of ceasing to believe in God. The real danger is coming to believe such dreadful things about him. The conclusion I dread is not, “so there’s no God after all,” but “So this is what God is like. Deceive yourself no longer.”

I was a little confused. I’d begun to think that, if we’re made in God’s image, and that’s the image we’re projecting (hypocritical, arrogant, spiteful, or just plain stupid), then what must God be like? The more I think about it in hindsight, I think what was really deeply bothering me was the same thing that bothers a lot of non-Christians about “Christians”. They began to color all of Christianity as hypocritical because of the hypocritical actions of those professing to be Christians. The fact is, in this day and age, a lot of Christians aren’t living any differently from the rest of the world. “”Burger King Christianity”, as my pastor calls it. We drive up on Sunday, drop our money in the plate, and then go to God with “I’d like a number three, hold the cheese”, and that’s the extent of our Christian life. We don’t let our faith infulence any other part of our lives for fear of offending someone, we don’t read our bibles because it only makes sense if the pastor explains it to us, or maybe it’s just “That old time religion thing’s meant for church, no one should be doing that stuff outside of there.” It’s impossible for Christians to impact the lives of others because we’re not allowing God to impact our lives.

One thing I’m not going to do is get up on the soap box and preach on how horrible everyone who does this is, because the fact is, I’m guilty of some of it myself. If I got a dollar every day that I forgot to, for whatever reason, read my bible, or get up in the morning for church, or pray… Well, I’d have been able to retire last year. Heck, make it a nickel and I’d still have a considerable nest egg saved up. But that doesn’t make it any more right that it happens. Salvation is easy, it’s the Christian life that’s hard, and people want to show up, get church, and get on with their life instead of doing anything for God that, God forbid, might actually please him. No sir, we want the best of both worlds, the ability to go to church and get religion while continuing to live our life as we want it because God doesn’t care what we do outside of church, it’s just showing up on sunday that matters. Or is it?

Tomorrow I’ll (hopefully) get part II up, hope I’ve provoked a few thoughts for the time being and given you something to mull over until then.

~Andrew =)

  

We’re back! Well… sort of.

YAY! So hats off to Eric for getting the server back up. Now we’re back, we’re live, and… I haven’t got much to say right now other than I’ve now seen episde III THREE TIMES. First time was the midnight showing, frickin’ awesome. Second time was supposed to be with Jenn from work, but after she wound up sick it was me, Kennon, Ryan, and Peter, and again on wednesday with Jenn.

Now, once we were back, I’d planned this big elaborate blog post, but… well… I forgot what Iw as going to post and was too stupid to remember to write it down when I thought about it. Soooo… Tomorrow, I’ll hope to get something up. :)